haiz....finally the weekend tat i prayed for had arrived,realli verli tired goin school everyday and also verli sick and tired of all those works...haiz...now, i m super worry for the mid-year exam...i wonder how will i do?this year realli verli slack lo...even some of my teachers also quite slack,hahaz...anyway, i just came back from the speech day performance rehersal...quite successful la, but i m verli disappointed by my performance conducting the choir...haiz...must practice!! after a long day of struggling wif my flu,sore throat and headache, i can now realli do wat i wan wif my bed...haha....super relaxing!!! just now when i was checking my skirt to c whether there is anything inside before i dump into the washing machine, i realise tat,the choir room key was still in my pocket!!!!!! OMG! i was super sotong!! so i just msg all my possibly frenz who will go to sch tml for help, and luckily,laura was my lucky star...haha...goin to wake up verli earli to pass her the key...haiz...i must make sure i wun make the same mistake again next time!! no! haha...
haiz...tml will be another boring day...actually goin out for blading, but now......haiz....tat "someone" got sth on lor, so nv go,haiz...so sad*sob*....aniway, nv go out also good la. i will not spend my money easily also ma...hehez...hope tat next sat wun be lyk tat again la...





just came back frm the "serangzoon race" excursion...this thing was organized for the TAF ppl...at first mi,aslam,hanif and fatimah were supposed to plan these whole thing and games, but in the end, mrs thia n other teachers planned everything, so we were just being the "helpers"(actually the extra ones la)...hahaz...today was the third time went to the singapore zoological garden...i had been ard 8 yrs since i been there n indeed, it had changed alot alot...of course more facilities and also more unusual animals....today the four of us seat on the "car"(dunno wat is tat called actually) then one of the staffs there drive us ard the zoo...altogether we had turned 4 rounds around the zoo...i saw alot of cute animals such as the baboons,small monkeys,tree kangaroo....etc...all of the animals there were verli unique anf cute!!! i even touch the kangaroo!! haha...super nice...we during the touring, we also saw two of the mediacorp artist,Lin Ming Lun and Chen Yu Yun, together wif thier child.i wave to him lyk a fool cos at first i dunno whether to wave or not then until he notice us, i just wave lor...haha...aniway,we realli realli had alot of fun in the zoo...we reach sch at ard 3 plus then fatimah sae she wanted to go ECP for cycling, so we called jian ting to confrim everything...in the end, she said her mum dun allowed...haiz...now, we were on the phone chatting...both of them chat their own and i just listen lor...i admit tat i dun tok much so i just put the phone aside...haiz........i said again...I HATE THOSE STUPID WEBSITES AND STUPID VIDEOS...i dun wish to c all those things again....
after so many days of cold shoulder towards my di, finally i reply to him in msn n tok to him properly le...frankly speaking, i m felt quite weird without hearing nonsenes beside my ear...haha.....haiz, lyk wat fatimah had said,"not having any conversation between jie jie and di di is not good",this was quite true...actually i was tiking,shld i be happi or shld i be sad???haiz...anyway, after toking to him,both of us felt better la...
haha...on monday choir session, i taught them those dance steps, all of them look super cute...i m still quite glad to c all of them trying their best to dance well...but i realised tat the sec ones were not verli "dare" wor...haiz...must make sure they all noe all the dance steps, cannot ma lu ourselves on the actual day!!hmmm....yesterday my sister went to indonesia le...morning without her at home was quite scary la...haha...dunno why also...i also hope tat she will come back in one proper piece la...
haiz...finally today was the last day of the leadership training of the SYF opening ceremony performance....all of us felt quite sad and cant bear :(
in these four days, we had gone through a lot...from unknowing the dance steps and songs to verli familiar to the dance steps and songs. we had also make many new friends from most of the schools...we realli helped each other when there is a need and also share wif each other some of our experiences...haiz...realli missed those beautiful days when all of us were dancing happily together in a small dance studio,especially miss Silver Mccartley...we will onli meet each other in late may...actually today we all did quite alot of interesting things too la...the songs is getting more funny,cute,naughty and fun!! hahaz...we realli had alot of fun!! i wonder how my choir members will react??i was also one of the chosen ones to be video...super pai seh and scary...haha..actually in the video not everything perfect la,some we all did wrong too but nvm la, just for reference onli...hahaz...today we all also went outdoor to adapt to the warm environment we will be face on the actual day...the weather is quite sux(opps)....haha...super humid and windy...we all also cannot dance wif our fans wil...haiz....but we still had alot of fun playing wif the fans la....hahaz....i wonder how will it be on tat day?~~~ hm....
ho ho ho....finally got time to relax abit n spend time sitting infront of my com to update my blog now...haiz...this week was a real busy week for mi...i have to attend the SYF leadership training for almost the whole week...today is the day tat i could relax abit, but i still have to go for check up...haiz...the leadersip training is actually to let the leaders to learn all the dance steps first, then they will have to teach their choir members when they go back to school...this performance was actually a combined schhol performance for the SYF opening ceremony...this is just lyk a mini NDP...the prime minister will be there too on tat day...i m sooooo excited abt this performance...there will be 800+ choir members of 18 schools singing and dancing together,somemore we will be handling different types of props and also will be wearing different costumes...i can imagine how nice it would be...the past two days, all the leaders frm these 18 schools were trying their verli best to learn n rmb every dance steps...i m one of them...dun tik tat those dance steps were verli easy, it was actually verli difficult...our instructor was the famous dancer named miss silver mcartley(i dunno how to spell,hehez) , i can onli say tat she was a super professional dancer...hahaz, she can actually create beautiful dance steps ON THE SPOT! she realli got the brain man...haha...although it was quite tough at first, we all realli enjoyed ourselves during the process...i tik the most difficult part is to teach my choir members lo....haiz....hope they will listen to mi~~
this week was quite a busi week for mi la..but the upcoming week will be the reall busy week...haiz...government give holidays lyk nv give.Holidays still got so many thing to do and attend...on wednesday, we got the speech day rehersal. before tat day, i was quite worried becos i scare i cant manage to control the whole choir..luckily, Mr Rafi was there and all of them were verli organised and behaved themselves verli well...haha...then yesterday, i got back my report book...i did quite okay in this common test...hope to do better also la, but.....haiz....aniway, yesterday night was also my big aunt's birthday!!! i bought her a potted plant for her so tat she will not be too free at home..haha...we also went to the crystal jade ginseng chicken BBQ to celebrate.The food there was not bad is just tat i m not verli adapted to the food la. Cos most of the food were plain and spicy.however, i tik the way they serve the food and the untensils they used were verli "DA CHANG JING"(a verli popular korean show called jewel in the palace)...the plates and bowls they used were verli korean style, plus the clothing the waiters n waitresses wore were the korean traditional costumes...the whole environment was verli good...if got chance, i will introduce this restaurant to my friends....My mood in these few days was not quite good, cos, my di was sick...i am still angry wif him now...i m beginning to feel guilty and soft-hearted towards him....i wonder if i m doin the right things or not...haiz....see him suffering lyk tat makes mi heartache... wanted to console him but one part of my brain is telling mi not to...haiz...watever it is, hope he is fine by now....


today quite tired....cos i went for the flag day for the needy elderly...i suggested to go to toa payoh n indeed, the ppl there were verli generous...some donate 2 dollars, come donate 1 dollar...if i was them, i will donate onli a few cents.Although some ppl were rushing to settle somethings, they still stop to donate, this shows how kind singaporeans are!i was pleased to c my tin getting heavier and my stickers getting lesser also...haha...
haiz...my di di ar, he wun listen one leh...haiz...realli dunno how to handle him ar...sometimes i wonder when will he learn...i realli worried abt him...just now, i angry wif him, cos he was rude to mi...i gave him too many chances already....haiz...dunno la...just feel quite irritated.















i love my di(Chang Jian Ting)!!!He is the best man...haha...tat day i just sae tat i wanted the sebaster big dummy for fun and he realli bought it for mi today...he said tat i said the word "must buy" then he bought for mi...haha...i just said tat for fun n he take it for real...silly him...haha...but realli verli appreciate la, although quite waste of money...haha...super cute!!haha...however, i was quite unhappi n irritated by the "both" of them. One was my fren and another was my di, haiz...realli dunno wat to sae n hu to help...i realli dun wish to c them lyk tat...sometimes i realli tik tat they were quite childish n annoying...fight over small matters n now, one said wanted to sue him! WAT A JOKE!?
haiz...watever it is, i realli hope friends peace la....~~
so fast another week is goin to end...till now my voice still not back yet, even my flu is getting worse....haiz....this friday got speech day rehersal, goin to stand on the stage again...tik tat day will have verli little ppl goin...haiz...super sad...i cant even tok to them loudly...just pray tat more ppl will come for choir n dun stir up more problems can le...my head realli hurts...*argh!!*