haiz....frm the wedding dinner day, i had been sick....thought it was just some common flu and will heal verli soon, who knows, till now still not healing but worsen....haiz... even when i speak slightly louder my throat will be pain...keep on "ah chew" and cough...haiz...super miserable man...eat panadol also no use, eat strepsil also no use, drink more water also no use...haiz...realli dunno how le...
today's guitar lesson was interesting and new...finally the teacher is teaching...we learnt the chords,fingurings and the right position to sit...quite difficult and funni but tat was the right way la...hahaz...i m excited abt the song we gonna play for the next lesson called the "Romance de Amor"...verli verli nice...although the instructor sometimes lyk to boast abt her career la, but still kinda lyk her teaching...it would be better if she dun tok so fast and dun tok so much abt her music career can le....hehez...she even praised mi for my hearing of the tune is verli gd and also the finguring is correct...hehez...*blush*
anyway, i m trying to practice the song now so i have to stop here...~~





25 feb 2006

today i went to my cousin's wedding dinner...the venue was in the Shangri-La hotel(4-5 stars de wor)...super grand and beautiful...i got to c my aunties and uncles from malaysia and also my cousins and my nephew.....tat night was also the night i wore till verli special and "sexy",a dress with a pair of brown boots,(some photos had been shared)....Oh Ya!!!the food served there also verli expensive.Foods lyk small abalones,drunken prawns,shark fin, blah blah blah....super NICE!!! i still cant forget the taste of the abalones and the shark fin soup....mMMmM.....YUMMY!!there was also a classical band playing famous classical songs.The guy singer wif the husky voice sang super well!!!Audience get to go up to the mini stage to perform also and one of the victims was tat nite's groom...haha...he sang not bad la..hehez....
Not forgetting tat nite's leads my cousin(groom) and his beloved wife(bride)....both of them looked fantastic tat nite!!! we left the hotel at ard 11 plus and since one of my cousin sister had came to singapore, my sis decided to take her out tat nite...of course, i followed them...we went to the east coast pub. Haiz, cos i m sick so my voice sounds funni so i dun intend to sing but, when i wanted to sing, the shop keeper sae they goin to close the pub, haiz....super sianz....after tat, my cousin sister stayed at my house till the next day.....~~ to be continued



finally today is the second last common test one paper....so happii!!! haha...until now i onli get to noe my combined sci results....quite satisfied la....hahaz...aniway, the coming monday will be my last paper which is the A maths paper le, i must jia you!!! all of my frenz also have to jia you wor!!hehez....just now went to pierce the second earhole at hougang mall....haha...i was super scare cos i heard frm my frenz sae tat some ppl pierce second hole le kena infection then have to cut the ear to clean it....i was super scare n dare not go in....then fatimah,yamuna n fitri persuaded mi wif many bets n experiences of pain...haha....becos i dun wish to waste their time,so i decided to go into the shop...then i realised tat it was actually onli a verli short pain which wun cause death...haha...i was too nervous.... :P
yamuna just called mi tat after they separate wif mi, they found a abandoned cat on the way, at the small playground between hougang mall n hougang plaza...they intened to call the SPCA to come so now i goin to meet them...!!!~~~
haiz....common test start finally le...today was the first paper which was eng paper 2...the passage quite tricky n difficult to understand but luckily i managed to do everything finished in time...haiz, i will be having my other subjects test the next week...hope i will do well...hmm...tml will be a verli busy n fun day(i guess?).Tml goin KTV wif my sis, Yuan Lii n their fren,but quite afriad to sing leh, cos their fren sing super gd de somemore he learning singing frm music clinic now...haha,i also verli long nv touch the mic in KTV le...miss all those songs too man...haha...tml goin to sing till i lost voice then can....At night goin to a concert organised by the NTU called the impresaro,at Suntec City there...Heard tat the hong jun yang also goin to perform there wor...hehe...so excited abt it...
finally today is Valentine's Day.....however, it was not a verli gd day for mi too, haiz....for some reasons n another. Today during recess i saw alot of ppl buying flowers for their love ones or saw frenz getting flowers frm ppl, hahaz...kinda envy them la...but luckily my two dearest frenz bought mi presents....fatimah bought mi candles(look edible but cannot eat), then yamuna bought mi a mickey mouse chocolate cookies...i m super touched by them today cos on valentine's day, they still buy mi sth to cheer mi up....love both of them verli much...hahaz....
today also heard frm alot of gal- frenz tat they will be goin out wif guys....hmmm....quit envy them la, but too bad i got guitar class frm 4 to 4.45(actually is to 6pm)....haiz....nevertheless, i still hope all lovers will stay together forever n happi valentine's day!!!





Tml is a verli lovely n sweet day tat i wld be able to see alot of couples on streets...Girls wld have roses in their hands...hmm....so envy them...haha...i used to lyk this day but now, i can onli c couples walking pass mi wif happiness on their faces....but nvm la, i can still celebrate wif my frenz hu does not have partner, hahaz....lonely ppl are lyk this...but still hope tat all couples will have a verli lovely n romantic Valentines' Day tml!!!


HERE I WISH ALL MY FRENZ HU HAVE PARTNER,
"A VERLI HAPPI VALENTINE'S DAY!!!"
today i saw two of my choir members' nick which states tat they were verli unhappi abt mi...i dunno y, but i can onli sae tat i m just doin my duty as a chairperson...i have my own difficulties also but why nobody can understand mi?i just need ur cooperation for a moment...i also have a hard time in choir..please put urself into my shoe can? if u are the chairperson, u need the attention n cooperation of ur members, but if they dun obey u, u will get into trouble...will u lyk tat to happen to u?i noe many members hates mi...i have no choice...yes,i can be verli friendly n polite to u when we were outside choir room, but the moment u step into choir room, all of u will be a choir member n even if u are verli close to mi, u still have to obey my instructions....i m not saying tat i m a chairperson so i m bigger, NO!...i m just carrying out wat i supposed to do...i scolded u also have a reason...ur attitude have to be right too...all of us never change, is just tat u have many doubts abt my decisions...maybe there is some misunderstanding between us, i realli hope we can sit down n discuss if there is a need...i realli dun wish to see unhappiness between mi n u all...
just reach home after a long boring annual road run event....actually i was tiking to get the top 20 medal this yr for this annual road run, so i run lyk hell to the front....but i didnt expect tat those sec 3s can run realli fast n far....haha....i had a real hard time to catch wif some of them...however, i still onli manage to get top 30...haiz....but i verli happi wif my result though it didnt come out as wat i expected, cos i had to compete wif 200s or more of the B division girls...hmmm.......quite proud of myself la...hehez...i realised tat my staminal improved after joining aerobic class....realli improved alot...i dun get tired easliy n managed to run NON-STOP for the whole journey! so unbelievable...hahaz......

(9 feb 06 happenings)
today was quite a sad n funni day to mi....i m sad becos i faced problems in my choir today....i tik it would be verli difficult for mi to clear all the unhappiness...i tik it isn't any big problem is just tat some ppl treat it as a verli big deal...haiz...just feeling verli stressed up whenever i went for choir...nobody listens to mi n also nobody ever respect mi as the chairperson....choir is not a hotel but a place to enjoy singing...is coming to choir a verli troublesome matter?haiz.....

next, i felt funni was becos of a 62 SBS-bus uncle...hahaz.....to after the speech day rehersal, mi n fatimah was planning to go to hougang for dinner, so, we took the 62 bus....normally the 62 bus had to turn to punggol CC, at the junction of the way between buang kok road n to monfort sec there....this bus uncle, dunno wat he was tiking, n he just go straight to ave 8...all of the passengers find it verli funni n one of the auntie ask the bus driver where was he goin...then tat bus uncle said tat:"oh! sorri, i forget ar....sorri" all of us was lyk, stuned n fed up...after tat, the auntie still hav to tell the uncle which way to go back to the route tat the bus 62 shld be travelling....then i was tiking tat is he a new bus driver or is he tiking/looking at something else other then the route...haha....so funni....but the angry thing was tat mi n fatimah had to walk frm the polyclinic to hougang mall...haiz.....weird bus driver....
yesterday i suppose to have my guitar lesson, but the instructor nv come, so mi n min ci got released early...i suggested to go hougang mall n have dinner....we chat abt alot of things n i asked her one qus: "wat does it means when a girl always think of a guy,would cry when she heard a sad song and will be extremely happi when she received a msg frm the guy?" Her reply was, tat girl still have feelings for tat guy....i tot, is it true? i tot alot when i got home...i m just being stubborn n selfish....am i?? haiz....watever it is, nothing can change the reality....



hehez....today was quite a fun day to mi, cos i took alot of photos wif yam n fatimah. Mi n yam also cut hair,hehez...i realise tat i let my hair down nicer than i tie it up...hmm...i wonder how m i goin to tie tml cos my hair is realli difficult to style n tie up neatly,haiz...aniway,just wanna share some photos of us wif u guys!!!
i just came back frm my aunt house..on the way in the 153 bus,i was sitting alone. i saw one teenage couple ard my age looking sweet,n tat reminds mi of my past memories....i could feel the love n feelings between the couple becoz i had tat feeling b4 too....the amazing feeling was verli strange n unbelievable....it realli pulled the hearts between two ppl closely together, just lyk 2 in 1....u could realli noe wat another partner is tiking abt n u could also feel the strong love between each other....while i was looking at tat couple, i tot i was looking at my past....at tat moment, i started to tik alot again...the feeling had gone n now i m regreting it....i felt so stupid...i could no longer had tat feeling again...maybe, nv again......
finally the weekend is coming again!!! yeah!!! haha.... realli sick n tired of all the matters in sch....sometimes i wonder, y must we study things tat may not be useful in future? y cant we just study wat we are interested in? so many tests waiting for us, coming is the common test, then the mid year, then verli fast will be the prelims...haiz...time reali reali flies....
i've got soooo many things to bother...first,my choir-everyday must tik wat to teach them n wat things to do on every fridays. sometimes i realli tik of giving up, but since i had promise them tat unless i leave the sch,choir is still processing, i will try my verli best to continue to work on....next, my studies-so many tests coming n now even those projects were countless...super stressed up by everything...haiz.....however, i still have to go on cos i m still alive, haha.... aniway, luckily i still have my frenz supporting mi n give mi a helpin hand...i will go on.....
after a long break, finally we had to go back to school for lessons again....haiz, kinda boring n lazy...today also nth much happened la, onli my a maths teacher was absent n the 16 of us had to stay in the hall for two periods...all of us was super relieved n relax...haha...during the assemly periods, we have the opera troop performing a show abt Sun Wu Kong...starting quite interesting cos of the way they expressed was funni n got alot of stunts do by them...but, until behind, all of us started to get boring becos at the ending part, all of them were fighting becos Sun Wu Kong stole the "Jing Gu Bang" n Dragon king was chasing after him wif his assistants...almost half of the show is onli watching them chasing each other n fighting...haha....nth special la...but still better then those talks(no offence).
today, saw him twice n also today used to be a verli special day for mi....but, now..........haiz.....
when i saw him, i suddenly felt so guilty n confused...haiz....watever is done had done....no point changing the reality......