Friday, January 20, 2006 @ 10:54 PM
Dunno why,these few days i always either felt pain in my heart or felt lonely when i m wif frenz...Is these the symtoms of heart being numb?I also dunno why i always wanted to find sth,but wat is the thing tat i m finding? I created the start,also, i finished the ending...i shldn't had felt the hurt. But why i felt sth stuck inside my heart....the feeling was strange. i regreted sth, but wat i had regreted? I realli dunno wat happened to mi, but i noe tat i had miss sth important to mi...i will always cried suddenly when a msg was sent to mi...Feeling touched? no. Feeling happi? no. Feeling sad? no.... But feeling guilty n hurts....my heart realli aches....Maybe i have no feelings at all, or maybe i m just being numb....haiz....i had created all these unhappiness....shld i forgive myself? i m feeling so confused now....There was this quote says:" Love really hurts when u dun cherish it".It was true, love realli does hurts u lots...
Lyk wat i had said, even if u solved the problems, it still exist, n it will forever be there. No matter how hard u tried to erase,it would still be there....